My chest rises and falls with manual breaths. It is spring in Michigan; the rain fresh. I overhear the chatter and cackling of classmates I consider myself distant from. I watch the fat, balding man who is our substitute teacher bite his nails ( a bad habit I share) and I feel alone. I wish to be somewhere else. Away from the goofy laughter and mendacity of my environment. I wish I didn't feel so alienated and held responsible for a smile when I wish I could just fade away. I wish I could fly.
The grass under my feet looks limp and worn; the soil sinking under my weight. I am still alive.
Bubblegum pop. The green makes me nostalgic to the s
I was discussing my insecurities about a boy I let go because I felt he was too beautiful for me. You were trying to console me when I interrupted with "It's snowing. Stick your head out the window." You said you refused to believe in snow right now.
Sometimes I wish my window was high enough for me to jump out of and die. It'd be graceful and worth admiration.
"You don't wanna die right now."
Not enough to actually do it. Just enough to think about it.
...
I looked to the sky. It was gray and the snow seemed helpless and I felt again that I don't believe in God.
"It isn't helpless. The snow has complete control over its actions and it
I was discussing my insecurities about a boy I let go because I felt he was too beautiful for me. You were trying to console me when I interrupted with "It's snowing. Stick your head out the window." You said you refused to believe in snow right now.
Sometimes I wish my window was high enough for me to jump out of and die. It'd be graceful and worth admiration.
"You don't wanna die right now."
Not enough to actually do it. Just enough to think about it.
...
I looked to the sky. It was gray and the snow seemed helpless and I felt again that I don't believe in God.
"It isn't helpless. The snow has complete control over its actions and it
My chest rises and falls with manual breaths. It is spring in Michigan; the rain fresh. I overhear the chatter and cackling of classmates I consider myself distant from. I watch the fat, balding man who is our substitute teacher bite his nails ( a bad habit I share) and I feel alone. I wish to be somewhere else. Away from the goofy laughter and mendacity of my environment. I wish I didn't feel so alienated and held responsible for a smile when I wish I could just fade away. I wish I could fly.
The grass under my feet looks limp and worn; the soil sinking under my weight. I am still alive.
Bubblegum pop. The green makes me nostalgic to the s
clasp your hands
around my breasts
they are small, i know
but they still need
your touch
at times
while i trace
your length of
spine
with my fingertips, my nails
they are broken, i know
but they still need
to scrape along
your skin
at times
as i lie beneath your
blanket of body
and heat
that slithers down
forming a path
in our sweat
to lead you south
to your retreat
and i am sipped
on by your lips
as my own pour out for you
to coat you in their scent
to laquer your expression
in their slick descent
gliding cross
the miles of your
tongue
that digs trenches
between my thighs
that keep you from
fully hear